i'm tired. i'm really really tired. i've like no hope. but who cares anw. no one? =/ hm. some probably. michelle! somehow ur presence made me tear. sigh! i probably i doubt we can. missed your dear lil face. that's why. and peishi! sorryy. u know why? we cant be acquainted! and joy! thanks for telling me to be like u. ha. chantal. some how. (: not scolding or whatever although i went home without u. =x and missing me. ha. ju. for sharing. mushroom for telling me that it's my first day in trgn or what. -.-and and! being my camera woman or my reporter. (we switched duties, u see) lol. seon. telling me not to look so pissed! ha. i'm bullcrapping. many others la. i've decided that my true friends are found in the vball team. no whr else.
hm. is it my fault actually? like. attitude? hm. he seem to insist i have ap. i have 2 ways out for me. change my attitude, fight for it. or give up! i was giving up earlier. but somehow i think i still care for a place. hm. i dunno. i shall just see what God has in plan for me. hm.
i came home. my ankle hurt. i dunno why.old injury. forever like that. and. to think this morning i was looking forward to trgn so much. and to get myself pissed and hurt in trgn. hurt, mentally. well. he rubbed it in all right. i was so sad alr and he still say. ): dunno lah.
and blocking. aiy. seriously. with such poor chinese knowledge. how would i understand what ure talking abt! :/ okay. relax. =.=
i cannnot stand it. i'm so tired. i have track tmr. and thursday and saturday. and vball today wedesday and friday. i'm gna drop acedamically. i'm gna fail. i dont wish for that. i wanna quit. and just join av. -.- lol. of course not. :D i'll be strong. hopefully. ha. :D
u'll see crazy me on wednesday. and i realise sth. i broke a promise! LOL. oops. i was so sad and down. that's how i broke a promise. and and. yeah. i'll be back on wed. i shall just change my attitude and try hard. HOPEFULLY. unless.... well. we'll see. :)
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